Christmas

It makes me laugh about things that always seem to happen but all you really remember are the bad things not the good. Especially around the holidays. you always remember what you didnt get that year and why it seems like no one ever pays attention enough to you. that nothing is good because you didnt get that one thing that you truly wanted. Its like everyone forgot about the love that is behind everything that was given.

This year has been different in so many ways to me. I have seen from my eyes how when you are around people you love how not feeling complete really can make you realize how good you have had it before. Poor Kurt hasnt seen his son in 4 months and had already put it in his head that he wasnt going to be seeing him for christmas this year. You could tell on thanksgiving that it wasnt really complete. that even though he had a smile on his face and was laughing and playing around with his family that his heart was really breaking on the inside. it really gets to you knowing that there is nothing you can do to mend someone you loves heart. so i did everything i could think of to hope that maybe just maybe he could get him for christmas. i prayed every second of the day. i told myself that i would buy him gifts for christmas and put a stocking up for him. do everything to make it seem like he would be here so that maybe God and the universe would make it happen. that i was doing my part in it but i just needed a little help on their end to actually complete the wish. So yesterday i went out to the mall and to walmart. i got them both stocking stuffers and jaden some times. nothing fancy but fun stuff he would enjoy even when he gets a little older. the whole time wishing and hoping and praying some more that Kurts one wish this christmas would come true. Funny to my surprise that something worked. As i was leaving walmart i got a text from kurt saying that his ex sent him a message saying that he could pick him up on christmas. you could just tell there was a light back in his eyes again. that he was smiling his big smile. that he knew that this year would be a real christmas for him because he would have him for christmas.

It just makes you rethink everything that has gone on. makes you more grateful for hope and God and everything around you. Knowing that someones wish actually did come true this christmas. Knowing that a smile would be on his face. He would have a kick in his step again. Really just shows that... sometimes the things that are most precious in your life is a smile or a laugh or anything that you would least expect. makes you more thankful that someones christmas will be an amazing one because that laugh and smile and hug that will happen will be better then any other gift in the whole world. The holidays are a funny thing. People always just think about what you can get them money wise and how you are going to pay for it all. But Kurts christmas came true with no money needed. He got his christmas miracle.